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  • Writer's pictureShana A.



How can I explain my heart,

When I’ve studied silently like art…

I had to break free from everything judging me…

Another’s mental anguish pulling on my insecurities,

I thought it was love

Until I faced reality,

Love don’t drain your abilities…

She was a wish I hoped for,

Like Rapunzel,

In the meantime I

Studied her mental

Through seasons fall and spring leaves

I aced her blindly…

Knowing more than what seems,

Hoping one day she’ll speak her heart to me,

Nobody can tell me love isn’t flowing through my veins

Love…loves patiently

Here I am waiting in the rain…

Like my favorite subject

I want to understand her

Studying her every topic

As far as

Knowing the name on her birth certificate,

To the softness behind her smile,

Into the intellects of her mind

I studied what I want to define…

No more illusions

Between calm seasons

I feel like love

Blowing through trees

Trying to hang on from erratic flames

Flames wanting to burn our leaves

I sit in prayers of you rescuing me…

In the mist of unwanted chaos

She became my required research,

To learn all of her

Studying her every gesture

To one day love her in pleasure,

Passing every test

As my daily lesson…

I studied before my heart was invested,

Before speaking in several love languages…

Seated front row in her class,

It’s easy to do the math

Embodying her history

Hoping to love her peacefully

The only thing left,

Is for her to study me…

When the truth is written… Study the truth… I just want to live in peace…I’m not like no other! #study 💜🏳️‍🌈🫶🏾💋

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