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Laced in Anger



Laced in Anger


I’ve been laced in silent anger…

Loving you amongst my inner blaze…

The veil I choose to wear is my shield to never hurt you again,

The way you’ve secretly hurt me…

The anger of not shining next to you,

Left in the dark because I blocked my strokes and screens to a pattern of watching you…

I can’t stand to watch you love for the wrong reasons,

It angers me of your decision…

The anger of you not next to me,

I’m laced in anger

Not feeling my skin arouse your inner labia

Tongue tasting love in French kissing from your vulva…

Your scent not left on my pillow,

The missing late night talks and cries in silence…

I could have loved you in the light and even risen in the darkness

All this anger because of your dumb ass decision…You may not see it now, but wrong transition…

Or was is it me that couldn’t be myself that’s left us both angry…

The anger of your aroma missing from my pillow

You fixated watching words that made love to your soul,

The anger of phone calls never dialed

The anger of not seeking clarity or releasing closures both our souls needed to fully move forward…

Now we’re stuck, yeah you too

Not fully happy amongst the demon that’s holding you…

What spell must I cast for you to unleash the beast

To break the spell she casted to keep you on a leash…

This rage of decisions keeps me at distance…

If my fire is what you fear

Why haven’t I burned you with my words,

Why haven’t I let you see me love another one…

Why haven’t I left your heart without my love…

Without my presence I’ve been loving hard…

This anger has grown way out of control…

Now I don’t give a fuck for your closure

I don’t care to bite my tongue from public exposure…

Now I want to watch you explode, make you beg for mercy, confess to the world that you love me…

I’m laced in anger, that want to tie you up and ride you into oblivion… By Shana A. ©️



Love my darkness and my light… See if you can only receive my love in the light, we will never last in the darkness.  Love gets rough, love all me… My darkness is not like no other woman I punish in silence & the bedroom… 💜🙏🏾💋🔥 #LacedinAnger

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