Flames lowering...our passion dissolving,
I’ve waited for five words so I can come running...
Love has no boundaries, our love could have spread indefinitely
A choice that you didn’t attempt to seek,
I would’ve fought the flames of the fire to be with you
Even if my heart was scorned
I am the fire that burns...I can handle the scars...
Naive to think I fear the fire,
The fire lives within me
I fear chasing someone who doesn’t cherish me,
I would have still had love for you anyway,
I loved without expectations but that fire has limitations,
I’ve been stuck in wildfires of the mind
Everyday convincing myself this must not be meant to be
She loves a attitude of trash
Instead of a sensual woman with class
Not the woman for me...
I’ve convinced my heart you’re not made for me,
One-sided love, a hidden secret
Not the fire and desire I was thinking...
I can’t settle for that
I praised you too highly
I deserve the same love I can deliver nightly,
Not someone who questions my love
Leaving me stuck dancing in the fire of old memories...
Now your face is fading away from my memory,
Constantly annulling my feelings
A game resulting in a dying fire
I’m blowing out the last little flames from my neglected desires,
Now you’ll never know how soft my hands would have felt caressing your body,
How my tongue creates erotic miracles having you beg for mercy,
The taste of my essence creating your cravings,
The feel of my hair awakening in the mornings
The smell of my femininity lingering in your nose
The sound of laughter from my jokes,
Loving unconditionally, building an empire
Or the taste of my food satisfying your belly...
I had to regroup, rethink life goes on
This isn’t healthy...
Maybe the universe will leave room for hope that our flame will reignite
In the future when your accepting of true love, having the courage to pick up the phone
Realizing how deeply I loved,
In the meantime I let go,
Saying goodbye to what I thought was true love...