Allude In Me
Exude in my energy
Feel the waves from my dynamic chemistry
Allude in me...
Rawness, I’m just getting started
I possess dope energy not everybody can feel me,
High frequency...
Only the realest can vibe with me,
I don’t kiss ass to fit in
I lead and start my own voyage
I learned to stop caring how people feel about me,
I dismiss bad vibes
Not to be taken personal, I’m not for everybody
I have to protect my circle...
A circle of a loner but I ain’t lonely
I no longer have to hide
I’ve accepted who I am inside
Allude in me...
I’m the realest I’ve ever been
A girl from the south side of Chicago
Where we have to fight to stay alive,
I grew up with G’s
I feel in love with Muslims, all is well community
But I’m classy I don’t gang bang just speaking the reality,
Of where I’m from
Beautiful city but I’m jaded from seeing dead bodies,
Battling the odds of winning
Too many eyes against it,
A lesbian, making most men jealous
I can’t help it
This was my destiny
Forever a lesbian...
Constantly rising after being knocked down by hateful judgments
Too many women don’t know how to support each other,
Some will never support
Intimidated to see me soar,
They whether support someone famous but the not the person struggling to make it
Not recognizing raw talent
This world is misguided...
It don’t matter I’ll keep fighting...
I grew up in a community filled with violence
I’ve dodged bullets and fought back in silence
I don’t have to brag my talent will roar like a lioness
I can handle the pressure from wolves
I was born to stand alone
I love being the underdog....
A powerful black woman of sensuality
With standards that will reject your ignorance to protect my own sanity...
I don’t follow cliques
I’m overcoming my shyness
Taking deeper risks,
Once I’m fully evolved
My energy will transcend
Into a new existence
But some will never understand my transition,
Too busy looking at mistakes
Mistakes that made me the woman I am today
How can I regret greatness...
I’m on a journey for the world through words
They won’t take away my voice
I’m not shamed of who I am
Erotic words of love is what I possess
Your human anesthetic...
A princess that became a Queen
I’m here to love everybody that loves me
Just allude in me...
My flaws made me a warrior
My heart loved hard for the bad ones
Now I’m a woman attracting the same love I’m blessed to give
Overprotective...
Vowing to never make the same blunders
I’m in the light
I’ve shined out of darkness,
Smoked herb to heal the pain
Life’s challenges...
Allude in me
I’m not perfect...I’m growing
My roses petals filled with dreams never to be dormant...
Fighting the demons to stay alive
This time I’ll fly
They can’t cut my wings
I’ll grow another set and fly higher,
Allude in me, I can change the whole room frequency,
I’m misunderstood with contagious energy... By Shana A. ©